I've decided that I'm long over due for a posting, not that anyone really reads my posts, but I feel like I should post at the beginning and at end of things so I can go back and say, "awww, look how awkwardly dorky I was (am) commemorating events in my life!"

So here it is. The beginning of the end. Senior Exams. Yeah...well they start tomorrow. Okay, that's enough of that.

I guess after graduation I'll take stock of my last four years and get all nostalgic, but at the moment I have just this to say JENNY WANG SIGN MY YEARBOOK!

Now for my reasoning. Jenny should sign my yearbook because...

....yearbooks are all about capturing the high school experience. Therefore, Jenny, the capture of my high school experience would be incomplete without you. Nyah, so there. I have no other reason, but I think reason one is very good and logically thought out and cannot be denied.

Oh, one more thing. ANAHIT! You are evil and corrupted me. I can't believe you seduced me into slashing Will and Bran. Desecrating my childhood memories, you should be ashamed of yourself, you shingles-having temptress.

alrightzz am donez

well i think that will record what i did for my 18th for posterity.

firstly, i was confused so i called anahit and she informed me that we were all meeting at my house. my reaction to this information: WHAT?! (and about 50 more exclamation points :D)

secondly, i hang up the phone and jenny rings the doorbell. first thought: jenny? (many question marks). second thought: i need to clean up so mom doesn't freak.

thirdly, we argued whether to go to ihop or friday's. decided katya would drive.

fourthly, we arrived and found friday's was an hour wait. went to ihop. (other people arrived)

fifthly, talked and ordered food--people came with ice cream and sang. was embarrassed/happy. (i have awesome friends)

sixthly, brought maiden lotto ticket. (think i will be a gambling addict in late life)

seventh, went home to watch pride and prejudice.

eighth,  opened jenny's present.  it was extra extra cool and much loved. (will be worn all throughout college and will probably have to disintegrate before i stop wearing it)

ninth, watch pride and prejudice keira knightly version. (sorry i was growly throughout the whole thing. i just didn't get why they changed stuff, but maybe i'll like it better on a second watch--this mr darcy looked much better than colin firth:D)

tenth, everyone went home and left me alone. (i dreamed strange dreams)

all in all a very satisfying birthday party get together-ish thing. jenny's next!

To friends and to whom it may concern,
Since the completion of my eighteen year is fast approaching, I feel it is necessary to make some sort of statement. And my statement will be my reactions on the subject in order of intensity.

1. idontwanttogrowuppleasepleasedontmakemeitsscarrrrrryyyyyyyyyyyyyy
2. whoa cool
3. does this mean i get to drive?
4. o.O lotto tickets...275 million dollars anyone?
5. cigarettes....will probably kill me
   

I think with that I have firmly established my immaturity and I hereby promise not to get any more mature because if I do I think something in my head will get over-wound and spring loose. All in all maturity will be bad for the gears and cogs in my brain so I will stave it off as long as possible in an attempt at self-preservation.

Well, that's that and I don't remember if I completed the list of things I was supposed to do or if i even had a list, but in any case it probably wasn't hugely important and I've gotten into college so it's literally the end of the world as I know it.

good-bye dear friends

on a side note i can wash my own clothes *glows with pride*

i have chicken nuggets shaped like dinosaurs. take that mcdonald's.

I'm super excited! i will tell my story.

    so i had a nobuta craving the other night. therefore i went a-hunting. dorama hunting.
    i found a handy dandy lj comm which was helpful, but it  had no hardsubbed nobuta. then i remembered bookshop posting a handy dandy link to a place where i could dl nobuta hardsubbed and i was all yayyy nobuta then i remembered that it had a weird .kon extension. so i went and scoured the internet (by which i mean i googled) how to change extensions and google in all its vast helpful glory gave me the answer (which was simple but i got it).
    nobuta was then dl-ed and the extension changed to the all powerful .avi. God (meaning me) looked about for cds. upon finding cds God set about burning the nobuta onto the disk. it all went off without a hitch, but god did have to keep running back and forth because project runway was on in the next room. once nobuta was burned god crossed her fingers and put the cd into the dvd player in hopes that it would play. and it did! God, then, watched the dvd she had created and thought it good.

now i have nobuta that i can watch on my new big screen tv and i am happy

SLASH IS CANON! *happy*

  ---i'm wayyyyy late but i felt it necessary since you know it's slash and canon and it's REAL. now if she would just admit sirius is gay then all would be right with the world.

goddamn it! i just wrote a perfectly good essay for college and i can't use it. it's too long and it's completely off topic, but i like it and it's good. fjdsakljfdsjafldcjs whyyyyyy

ani is mean. nothing starts with n! this list was made in desperation!

1) No One Else- Weezer
2) No Other One-Weezer
3) Niji- L'Arc en Ciel
4) Namida Wa Shitte Iru- Kenshin
5) Neo Universe- L'Arc en Ciel
6) No Promises Necessary- Maaya Sakamoto
7) New World- L'Arc en Ciel
8) Niji- Tezuka, Ryoutarou Okiayu
9) Never Surrender- Tezuka, Ryoutarou Okiayu
10) Never End- Ryoma, Junko Minagawa

Okay, first of all I"m very confused. Everything was confusing. All the teachers said a lot and none of it seemed to make any sense at all. I think I'm going to be using the boat at sea metaphor a lot this year. But anyway on to my first day of school because otherwise I will forget what my last first day was like.

AP Biology (Double Period)-  The idea of this class was scaring me all summer. My thought process was something along the lines of oh shit what did I sign up for that for? I'm screwed, but then I go in there and see Molly and Tiffany and Ms. Swartzfager smiling so hard it looks like her mouth is about to fall off and I'm like okay I'm cool. Everything will be okay. And it is. For now.

Journalism 2 (which means i get to be on the newspaper and get a t-shirt)- Keegan is scary. It doesn't matter if he makes jokes and that I know him. He's scary. He's tall and has a huge booming voice and has an uncanny ability to make me freak out, but he was all, "Miss Yee it is good to see you here. I'm glad," which made me feel better. I just hope I'm not completely incompetent.

AP European History- Ani's in this class nothing can be that terrible with Ani there to suffer with me.  :) Though, Mr. Cain talks really fast and somewhat unintelligibly (and he has bright blue bug eyes which remind me of House which is distracting).

Calculus w/Applications- It's math taught by a football coach. What can I say?

AP Literature-  Somewhat intimidating, but Mrs. Dickey (I'm going to have so much fun with that name) seems nice. We played the name game and Kellye Berthea finally learned my name! It's a miracle she's been calling Gaby for three years.

Mythology- This class was labeled Humanities-SS on my schedule so I went through the whole day worrying that I'd have to go to guidance and change my schedule around because they screwed up. Thank god they didn't. It was right and I get to learn about stuff I already know and just relax in the back.

I'm tired and not as excited as I was the actual first day. Procrastination and ridiculous work load here I come. Hopefully I can be like Yugi in the icon and defeat Kaiba with a kuriboh.

I just finished reading Maurice and it's lovely and everyone needs to read this book. It's so sweet. I really really really want to see the movie because there's Hugh Grant and there's slash and everything is squee-worthy. :D

I visited St. Mary's today. The campus was really pretty; it was right on the Chesapeake Bay. There were sailboats and everything. I think I would have enjoyed just wandering around, but Mom was like come come we can talk to a counselor so we did and I stood there (sat there rather on her squishy couch, in her dark office) and stammered like an idiot. Life sucks.

I am bored...well not exactly bored, I'm more at a loss. I have no idea what to do with myself. I blame Anahit. She gave me The shoebox project and it was unfinished. So, now I've finished what they have I feel all opened ended and I want  to finish, but I can't because they haven't written anything yet. :(  I've tried to be productive in hopes of finding something to do, but alas I have failed. I've been wandering around college sites for the past two days researching and printing out applications (I haven't started any of these applications, so they're just sitting there in their folder with their sticky notes looking ominous). In some ways having the applications there is more depressing than not having anything to read or watch because that's my future and I have less of an idea about that than I do about anything else.

fhdjklasndfjksnaj I'm sorry. The first time I post practically all summer and I'm complaining. No, I will go and be happy. I will write oneshots and figure out my ever growing tangle of an HP fic. Whatever. You guys need to give me recs and lists of things to read and watch and do because obviously this not knowing what to do with myself is detrimental to my summertime happiness. Help me!

so summer has officially started for (me anyway) and i decided to post to celebrate and commemorate the beginning of my lazing about. well that and i felt like typing because typing always makes you feel like you're getting something done whether or not you're actually doing anything. ( in short i wanted to feel productive without actually being productive).

i'm watching this documentary thing on e! about friends and i'm jumping from the computer to the tv while there's commercials. it's a very good way to get exercise i think i should do this more often...

I'm sitting in red, plaid pajama pants, two sweaters, double layered socks that say on the label they're supposed to keep you warm in twenty degree weather, and, to top it all off, a sky blue bathrobe that makes me look like a care bear and yet, somehow, I manage to be a little chilly. How is this fair? I think there must be something biologically wrong with me.

fjldks;anfkjdnsa;dfhjks;anvkd why do i have so much workkkk????

If I had to go through the day only using five necessary phrases  they would be...

1. i don't know
2. yes
3. okay
4. that's cool
5. son of a bitch (According to my dad. He was listening when me and little bro were discussing it.)

abster226 is happy.

You're a rosy-cheeked ray of f'ing sunshine 24/7. I bet you smile a lot and little things don't get you down. Must be nice. Fuchsia's definitely your color.

wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name and hit the button. (discussion thread)

I hope I'm not a rosy cheeked ray of sunshone 24/7 and if I am I think I'm lacking my happy-go-lucky mood right now because me and mom have been at each other's throats for the past two days.

Jenny, Anahit, come over Friday, y/n?


(I should ask my parents first, but I'm sure they won't mind.)